To BOTH OF YOU

You never know,
how hard it is to please you,
how hard it is to make you proud

Doubts and worries will not get me anywhere,
Anger and unpleasant conversations will not make me dare to walk,
to survive and to keep on going strong.
Because from both of you, my courage and support are belong.

Don’t give me your questions and under estimation
since i dont stay as a child ,
I am a grown up woman,
I am your only daughter trying to give you dedication.
Don’t put me out in frustration,
Don’t put me down by giving me too much high expectation.

Let me make my mistakes and learn,
since I have my future, my thoughts and my dreams to earn.
But to you, I will come back to seek comfort and concern.

I will and always try my best to give the best, to take care of you so you can rest,
To honor you and bring you happiness but not pride
To bring gratitude and not to put you aside.

I need the whole trust,
not all the shouts.

I need all the maximum sense of encouraging and less demanding
Embrace me with all understanding, not all the yelling
Give me chance to grow, Give me chance to show, I can reach all my dreams to follow

I can dance my life and cope, with all your prayers and love become my only hope.

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